Letting Go?

Is it really easy to unlearn things? Is it really easy to change the things you "used to do"? Is it really easy to forget what you have mastered long time ago? Is it really easy to let go of the things that has sentimental value for you? Is it really easy to let go of the people in your life? People in your life that means a lot to you?

For me.. It's hard. For all the questions I have, the only answer I can give is a big no. I can't just unlearn things I learned from that person. I just can't change the things I used to do.

It's hard to let go of everything that you had dreamed of. It's hard to forget all the memories that you had shared with that person. It's hard to unlearn the things that you know about that person. His favorite color, his favorite food, the way he sleeps, the way he talks when he is so excited to share a story with you, the things that pisses him off, how he wants his eggs to be cooked, his daily routine before he goes to bed, his preferred sleeping position, the way he gets so excited every time his favorite PS games will be released, the way he plays with the dogs, every time he will worry about the bills, the way he laughs (specially when he watched Jackass), simply everything about him.

Surely it will be hard, but I don't have any choice but to be strong. Perhaps this is just really where we are heading to. To go on with our separate lives.

It's time to let go of all the hurt, bitterness, and disappointments. Gather and bring along all the good memories. As we move forward and face life. New life, indeed!

I know and I do believe that all things happen for a reason. It may either teach us a lesson or lead us to where we truly belong.