I was about to sleep but then I decided to go back to my past blogs, then I read the blog I wrote for about three years ago-- "Waiting outside the lines". It just made me think of it all over again... the love I had.... and lost.
He was the man I thought would be my forever.. *sigh* yeah, I really thought that we would last. We was so good together way back then. We were a great couple, a lot of people were so jealous when we're together because they can see the love- as they say. He used to look at me and tell me how much he loves me and how beautiful I am in his eyes. He used to give me those random kisses and hugs. We have a lot of "used to do" things. Now, we're just another used to be.
Well, don't get me wrong.. I am writing this because I want to share with you guys my experience on how love really moves in mysterious way.
When I was writing my blog Waiting Outside The Lines, I know and I do believe that God really told me to wait, and I waited. But what I do not know is, I wasn't waiting for him anymore but I did wait for God's time for me to heal and to learn how to love again.
Sometimes I can still remember Wes tho, every moments we had. I just simply smile. I am and will be forever thankful that once in my life I had loved him. Things might not worked out between the two of us, still I am happy. Every thing happened for a reason and the thing that happened between Wes and I was a good reason why we should continue to love.
There are times when some of my friends still asked me of what really happened between the two of us. "We thought the two of you would last" the usual line of my friends. Well, the truth is... even me, I do not know what really happened to us but whatever the reason is, I am glad it happened.
Today, I am happy with my present boyfriend - Mac. He came into my life in the most unexpected time and way. On the other hand, Wesley already have his family on his own....
