Him out from my messy box.

December 28, 2012 I was cleaning the cabinet under my bed where I usually put my random stuff then suddenly I found an old wallet of mine. When I opened it, I saw a photo of him and I was just reminded of how we used to be. Well I didn’t cry though in fact, I smiled. I was really happy to see his face again even if it was just only an ID picture of him. Yeah I know pathetic. Blah blah I’m just missing him, perhaps..  Sorry for the very messy things up there. :p Well you know now why I do really need to fix things up under my bed :p TO WES: Haha! I don't know if you'll find out that I posted your face here on my blog but yeah you look good here with that straight face thing haha! *wink* (c) To your ID pic...

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My pink babies ♥

Piglet && Pinky Pinky: June 23, 2009 (From Chris) Piglet : October 04, 2010 (From Toni and Errol) ...

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Cutie baby~ ♥

Hi there, meet my old pal – Cutie. He was my cutie little stuff and he's with me for over 10 years I guess. I do really love this stuff but unfortunately I lost him when we moved to a new house. I was really sad, like really really really super sad when I realized that I did really lose him. I’m so bad. So Cutie my dear baby, where ever you are this space on my blog is especially for you baby dearest. I love you!!~~ FYI. For how many times, I wished that Cutie was a real thing that can talk. You know, cute little creature with you. Isn’t so adorable? Yeah I know a little creepy but seriously I love him. ...

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Memories on track.

Multiply would be shutting down at the end of the year and  I don’t want to lose my tons of pictures and memories that I’d kept in that site for almost seven years, so I decided to move some photos together with the stories behind them here on my BlogSpot. ^^  Enjoy reading and yeah go and laugh to some of my old pictures.XD All love, Mida...

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Match Me by Liz Appel

Hi there!  Well this is kind a late book review for me. I finished reading this book last month I guess but I was so lazy to give my reviews about it. Anyway, I’m already here.  Synopsis: Bonnie Nichols wasn't the kind of girl to crash a wedding. Or throw things. But somehow, she ends up doing both...at her ex-boyfriend's wedding. Bonnie has been in love with Chase Somers since elementary school and seeing him at the altar with the absolute wrong girl causes her to do the unthinkable—toss a shoe in his direction in order to try and stop it. But she doesn’t count on the shoe knocking him out. Nor does she count on the entire church knowing it was her who did the throwing. The shoe doesn’t stop the wedding, but it does make her the laughingstock of her town. As...

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God never fail me!

I would really just like to thank God for helping me to accomplish a very important matter in my life. I don’t want to say too much regarding this matter instead I would just really want to lift everything up to Him. Thank you dear God, this one is all for you. You gave me a love of my life and even though it didn’t last long enough I do still thank you. I made this not only for him but for you as well. To show you my dear Lord how much grateful I am for the blessing that you had given me. I love you Lord God. Here were the photos while doing it from 1 am - 8 am during December 20, 2012. While preparing for my 20th 20 and Christmas gift. ^^ The materials.. Getting ready.. While cutting the smiley wrapper. Working...

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Unanswered Prayers

For the past months I kept on praying for something and yet nothing happened. I felt like God wasn’t listening to me anymore. I was convincing myself for the past three months that maybe God was just so busy that’s why He wasn’t able to hear me nor to answer my prayers. I was also thinking that maybe my prayers were not just really relevant that’s why it’s not in His list at all. Yeah I know there are a lot of prayers around the world from different people; and yet here I am asking for a heart thingy problem. For some it’s really irrelevant, some may just laugh at me at all. But believe me or not, this thing means a lot to me.  Well I am a kind of person who is really contented with my life. I don’t pray for a lot of things. I just pray to Him to ask for forgiveness, for...

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Sleepless nights

So here I am. Writing and doing different crazy stuffs once again.  I think I do really need to take my medicine by now, what do you think my dear reader? I am really losing my mind.  Well I do think that; perhaps each and everyone has at least a point where in their lives, they’ve been this crazy or crazier rather; who knows? Those times where in we really want to sleep but our activeness is keeping us awake and pushing us to do crazy things.  To cut the story short, here are my pictures at this moment. My mind isn’t really functioning very well. Yeah you are right, it’s malfunctioning already. I do really need to have some rest. But oh no! We ordered some foods from McDonald’s so I can’t sleep yet. Yeah yeah I...

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Battlefield

Every day it feels like I am in a war. The battle between my heart and brain is quite somehow very confusing and depressing at the same time. It’s almost three months and I thought I’ll be pretty fine by this point of time, but I guess I was wrong. I was wrong to think and to believe that I am strong enough to overcome this pain.   Every day is a tough one for me. Every day I am fighting the urge of texting you or doing something that will be very silly. I think I am winning with this kind of fight. At least now I know that somehow I can control myself not to contact you; but I’ll admit that yeah it’s hard. It’s very hard, indeed. Yes! Perhaps I am really wrong. And I am very exhausted in this situation. I don’t think I can handle this for a longer period of time....

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