Good For Life

I thought we’re good for life.. I thought we are, then what happened to us? A very simple question that I can’t seems to answer. I can’t deny the fact that until now there are times that I will just stare at something and ask myself this simple yet mind blowing question. And now here I am, trying to ask again the very same question I have for the past few years.

We’ve been so good together. I saw you in that so called “future of mine”, I saw you there.. Then now, why aren’t you here? What happened? I know what we had was genuine but if it really is, then where are you now? What happened to that so-true feelings that we had, I had? I thought we will survive. But we didn’t.

I know that I am not writing this because I still love you.. I am writing this because I am looking for that person whom I thought will be my “Good for Life”. I am now staring in this blank space and I can’t seems to find you. Where have you been? Where are you now? Why did you prove me wrong? Why?

Perhaps I would never find the answer to my Why’s.. Yeah, I know I would never hear you answer all of the questions I had at the back of my mind. I don’t even know if I’ve even crossed your mind. I don’t know. Yeah, I don’t know anything. I don’t know what happened to us. I don’t even know why am I writing this thing. I know and I’ve already accepted years ago that you’re not really my so called “Good for Life”. Well, almost.. Just an almost.

I knew, I accepted, I moved on… but will never understand, never.. I guess.. 

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