4:49 PM
miidalab
One of the best feeling in this world is the feeling of being in love. The butterflies in your stomach, the bloom in your face, that smile on your lips, the twinkling eyes, and the happiness that you can't seems to explain. It feels so good. It feels so perfect. Everything seems so good, until the time that you'll wake up and it's over.
Meeting
Year 2013 when we first met each other. It was a night to remember, indeed. Everything seems so perfect. The man in black shirt and white shorts had just caught my attention. He seemed so nervous when he asked for my name and my number.
The Chase
The next day, he texted me and I texted back. We started talking to each other. We started Skype-ing. We started seeing each other.
Honeymoon
It was midnight when he asked me if I can be his girlfriend, and I said Yes. I can still remember the smile on his face and the twinkle in his eyes. It was a night to remember. First few months, he was still that man. He used to call me every morning and every night. He was so proud and happy to introduced me to his friends. He was so caring, understanding and loving even though I was clumsy, moody, or even weird at times. This was the stage when I fell so deeply in love with him.
Comfortable
Months passed by, things were slowly getting different. We're so comfortable with each other being around. We're now doing our own activities. He's playing with his video games while I was just right there beside him reading some books. We're on the couch while he's watching the TV and I was just right there surfing the net. He's surfing the net while I was cooking for our dinner. My "surprises" that used to bring smiles and happiness to him, were now all taken for granted. Things just happened as a part of our daily routine. Being together yet so far with each other. We were so comfortable with each other that we've created our own world without the other one. We got so comfortable that we were not aware that we were also creating distance from one another.
Downhill
We got so busy with our own lives. Then we woke up not wanting or needing one another.
Breaking Up
And... we officially ended everything.
Strangers Again
We are now back to being strangers again. Sadly, but we are just another used to be.
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