How Do I Live Without You - Trisha Yearwood.

Um, just a short blog before I go to sleep. I just had this weird thing regarding a certain song. Today, when I was on my way home I remembered someone. I miss him so badly! And I was like thinking about him when this song suddenly played. I felt like I was on a music video haha but the music hit me like OH this song is perfect! I bet almost everyone knows this song –

How Do I Live Without You - Trisha Yearwood.

How do I 

Get through one night without you 

If I had to live without you 

What kind of life would that be? 

Oh I need you in my arms 

Need you to hold 

Your my world my heart my soul 

If you ever leave 

Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life. 

And tell me now 

How do I live without you 

I want to know 

How do I breathe without you 

If you ever go 

How do I ever, ever survive? 

How do I 

How do I 

O how do I live?. 

Without you 

There'd be no sun in my sky 

There would be no love in my life 

There would be no world left for me 

And I 

Baby I don't know what I would do 

I would be lost if I lost you 

If you ever leave 

Baby you would take away everything real in My life 

And tell me now 

How do I live without you 

I want to know 

How do I breathe without you 

If you ever go 

How do I ever ever survive? 

How do I 

How do I 

O how do I live?... 

Please tell me baby.. 

How do I go on? 

If you ever leave 

Well baby you would take away everything 

Need you with me 

Baby don't you know your everything good in My life 

And tell me now 

How do I live without you 

I want to know 

How do I breathe without you 

If you ever go 

How do I ever, ever survive? 

How do I 

How do I 

O how do I live 

How do I live without you 

How do I live without you baby....... 

How do I live.... 

** It’s been three months and 13 days since that sad ending of our story. Well even though that thing happened, I know that life must and will still go on without him in my life, I’ll admit that it’s really hard.

You know like waking up every day and checking your phone, expecting for his morning message that you used to had before. Going to school and passing through the same route where the two of you used to go. Seeing those couples around you, remembering how sweet and in love you used to be together. Going home early because you know that someone is waiting for your text message that you’d arrived home safely. You’ll eat dinner on time because he will tell you to do so. Sleeping early because you need to sleep on the same time so that the two of you might see each other in your dreams. You’ll pray every night, thanking God for the blessing and including that person indeed. Surely you’ll sleep with a smile on your face but now, everything has changed. Life might never be the same without that person but you can’t do anything. Even though how many times you asked yourself “how do I live without you?” It will still be the same old blank answer. Every day you need to struggle and find ways on how to finish that day without thinking about that person.

I know in my case, it will take a little more time. As I said, it’s been three months and 13 days already but still I am in this situation. I’m hoping and waiting that perhaps one day I will just wake up without thinking of him and will go to sleep without missing him. Not now, but I know that time will come. God is good. He will lead me, guide me, and will never ever leave me. All this hurt will be just an old story of mine. 

~~~

Wherever you are, I'm glad that you texted me a while ago. It's just a simple conversation but it's means a lot for me. I miss you so much, so so badly actually. T________T I MISS YOU. :'(

-- Your'sAlwaysMida.... 

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The Single Girl's To-Do List by Lindsey Kelk

SYNOPSIS.

A hilarious and romantic standalone novel from the bestselling author of the I Heart series Rachel Summers loves a to-do list: * Boyfriend * Flat * Great job NOT on the list: * Being dumped Best friends Emelie and Matthew ride to her rescue with an entirely new kind of list -- The Single Girl's To-Do List. Rachel doesn't know it, but it will take her on all kinds of wild adventures -- and get her in some romantic pickles too. And then it won't be a case of what but who she decides to tick off! * Mr. bendy yoga instructor * Mr. teenage sweetheart * Mr. persistent ex * Mr. deeply unsuitable The Single Girl's To-Do List gives Rachel the perfect heartbreak cure -- and proves love is out there if you're willing to take a chance.

I don't really know where exactly to start up with this review thing. It's been ages since the last time I read a book and I did miss it like seriously. I came up with this novel by Lindsey Kelk because of the novel's title 'The Single Girl's To-Do List' and it's very catchy right? It's like asking yourself; 'Is there really such thing as a to-do list for single ladies?' Because if we do really have that oh my! shame on me 'cause I'm not even aware of it.

When I started reading the book I felt a little bit bored reading it but I still continued anyway. The book caught my attention when Simon asked Rachel for some time to be alone. You know, boys were really good about this thing. Then when they talked outside the pub where in Simon showed that he's really an arse. I think it's a really stupid thing to do guys, asking your girl some time to be alone and all that and assuring her that it wouldn't be a serious break as in break thing. But after some time apart while she's like waiting for you to figure out the missing piece in your life, you were actually like starting a new life on your own. It’s very unfair! Like seriously, I felt Rachel’s agony at that part and I was really like; ‘Oh, I’m really going to read this novel! I think I love it!’  

So yeah, Simon broke up with her officially and all that. Personally for me, I think the stupidiest thing that Simon did was to broke up with her in front of many people, went home with her that night and made love with her and boom! Disappeared early morning! During that part, I can feel her! As in super swear! I’m hurting too for Rachel. I just don’t really want to know any girl who’d been dumped by their stupid ex’s! I hate men! I hate them when they’re doing this. 

Moving on, that’s where the story begins. They came up with this ‘Single List To- Do List’ thingy and Rachel took them seriously. Ten things that she had never imagine she’ll do. That’s where the story revolves, on how Rachel accomplished the ten to-do list that she together with Em and Matther made.

So to make my review a little bit different this time I’ll share some of my favorite lines from the novel itself.

“I’m not saying you weren’t happy before, but you’re not happy now. Things change, you know, that’s not always bad.”
It's really true. We’ve might been happy yesterday but it doesn’t mean and will never assure us that we’ll still be happy tomorrow. Things do really change. 

“….but the end result was always the same, no matter how many times I ran through out. I’m not the one. He doesn’t love me. He doesn’t want me.”
The most awful thing to realize is that no matter what we do, it’ll always be the same result after all.

“Real relationships were difficult and required work. They needed understanding and compromise. You couldn’t just run away when things got though…”
But sadly, not all can understand and compromise. There will always be that one partner who’ll always give up and will just run away.

“Oh god, I look like Justin Bieber!”
Haha! One of the funniest part of the book. When Rachel cut her hair and she said this line. LOL

“If he didn’t want me in his life, I didn’t want him in mine.”
That’s the spirit of a person’s who’d just been left behind. True :p

“Who wants a boyfriend where you’ve got bigger balls than they have?”
Come on! This is so much true! Now a days, girls have a bigger balls compared to those men who don’t really know how to value the things/persons they have. 

“..you probably did me a favour. Im pretty great. And pretty great is too good for you.”
For all the arsehole men out there without enough balls to value their ladies!

“Good. You’re better off without him.”
Yes! If those guys don’t want us in their life, so be it! We’re better off without those asses! Boo!

“Sooner or later you’re going to find someone who knocks you right off your feet . Someone who makes you feel alive. Someone who kisses you and makes your knees week. Relationships are complicated enough as it is. It’s not worth settling for anything else.”
Umm… Complicated! :D

“The point of the list wasn’t just to tick items off and forget about them, it was to learn something new. And the most important thing I’d learned was that I could do anything.”
Yeah! Cheers for that! Anyone can do anything! This may serves as an inspiration to us. :p

“A man can’t make you happy if you’re not happy with yourself, you know.”
Point well done. ^^

Well yeah! That’s all I want to share. Hehe. The novel was really good! Cheers to that, ladies! We all deserve to be love, let’s make this novel our turning point to valued ourselves even more. We’re not just a lady. We’re a wonderful creation of God so we need to be valued and treasured. Smile!

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