4:18 AM
miidalab
Um, just a short blog
before I go to sleep. I just had this weird thing regarding a certain song.
Today, when I was on my way home I remembered someone. I miss him so badly! And
I was like thinking about him when this song suddenly played. I felt like I was
on a music video haha but the music hit me like OH this song is perfect! I bet
almost everyone knows this song –
How Do I Live Without
You - Trisha Yearwood.
How
do I
Get through one
night without you
If I had to live
without you
What kind of life
would that be?
Oh I need you in my
arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my
heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take
away everything good in my Life.
And tell me now
How do I live
without you
I want to know
How do I breathe
without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever
survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?.
Without you
There'd be no sun
in my sky
There would be no
love in my life
There would be no
world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know
what I would do
I would be lost if
I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take
away everything real in My life
And tell me now
How do I live
without you
I want to know
How do I breathe
without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever
survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?...
Please tell me
baby..
How do I go on?
If you ever leave
Well baby you would
take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know
your everything good in My life
And tell me now
How do I live
without you
I want to know
How do I breathe
without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever
survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live
How do I live
without you
How do I live
without you baby.......
How do I live....
** It’s been three
months and 13 days since that sad ending of our story. Well even though that thing happened, I know
that life must and will still go on without him in my life, I’ll admit that it’s
really hard.
You know like waking up
every day and checking your phone, expecting for his morning message that you
used to had before. Going to school and passing through the same route where
the two of you used to go. Seeing those couples around you, remembering how
sweet and in love you used to be together. Going home early because you know
that someone is waiting for your text message that you’d arrived home safely. You’ll
eat dinner on time because he will tell you to do so. Sleeping early
because you need to sleep on the same time so that the two of you might see each
other in your dreams. You’ll pray every night, thanking God for the blessing
and including that person indeed. Surely you’ll sleep with a smile on your face
but now, everything has changed. Life might never be the same without that
person but you can’t do anything. Even though how many times you asked yourself
“how do I live without you?” It will still be the same old blank answer. Every
day you need to struggle and find ways on how to finish that day without
thinking about that person.
I know in my case, it
will take a little more time. As I said, it’s been three months and 13 days
already but still I am in this situation. I’m hoping and waiting that perhaps one
day I will just wake up without thinking of him and will go to sleep without
missing him. Not now, but I know that time will come. God is good. He
will lead me, guide me, and will never ever leave me. All this hurt will be
just an old story of mine.
~~~
Wherever you are, I'm glad that you texted me a while ago. It's just a simple conversation but it's means a lot for me. I miss you so much, so so badly actually. T________T I MISS YOU. :'(
-- Your'sAlwaysMida....
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