Him out from my messy box.

December 28, 2012 I was cleaning the cabinet under my bed where I usually put my random stuff then suddenly I found an old wallet of mine. When I opened it, I saw a photo of him and I was just reminded of how we used to be. Well I didn’t cry though in fact, I smiled. I was really happy to see his face again even if it was just only an ID picture of him. Yeah I know pathetic. Blah blah I’m just missing him, perhaps..  Sorry for the very messy things up there. :p Well you know now why I do really need to fix things up under my bed :p TO WES: Haha! I don't know if you'll find out that I posted your face here on my blog but yeah you look good here with that straight face thing haha! *wink* (c) To your ID pic...

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My pink babies ♥

Piglet && Pinky Pinky: June 23, 2009 (From Chris) Piglet : October 04, 2010 (From Toni and Errol) ...

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Cutie baby~ ♥

Hi there, meet my old pal – Cutie. He was my cutie little stuff and he's with me for over 10 years I guess. I do really love this stuff but unfortunately I lost him when we moved to a new house. I was really sad, like really really really super sad when I realized that I did really lose him. I’m so bad. So Cutie my dear baby, where ever you are this space on my blog is especially for you baby dearest. I love you!!~~ FYI. For how many times, I wished that Cutie was a real thing that can talk. You know, cute little creature with you. Isn’t so adorable? Yeah I know a little creepy but seriously I love him. ...

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Memories on track.

Multiply would be shutting down at the end of the year and  I don’t want to lose my tons of pictures and memories that I’d kept in that site for almost seven years, so I decided to move some photos together with the stories behind them here on my BlogSpot. ^^  Enjoy reading and yeah go and laugh to some of my old pictures.XD All love, Mida...

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Match Me by Liz Appel

Hi there!  Well this is kind a late book review for me. I finished reading this book last month I guess but I was so lazy to give my reviews about it. Anyway, I’m already here.  Synopsis: Bonnie Nichols wasn't the kind of girl to crash a wedding. Or throw things. But somehow, she ends up doing both...at her ex-boyfriend's wedding. Bonnie has been in love with Chase Somers since elementary school and seeing him at the altar with the absolute wrong girl causes her to do the unthinkable—toss a shoe in his direction in order to try and stop it. But she doesn’t count on the shoe knocking him out. Nor does she count on the entire church knowing it was her who did the throwing. The shoe doesn’t stop the wedding, but it does make her the laughingstock of her town. As...

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God never fail me!

I would really just like to thank God for helping me to accomplish a very important matter in my life. I don’t want to say too much regarding this matter instead I would just really want to lift everything up to Him. Thank you dear God, this one is all for you. You gave me a love of my life and even though it didn’t last long enough I do still thank you. I made this not only for him but for you as well. To show you my dear Lord how much grateful I am for the blessing that you had given me. I love you Lord God. Here were the photos while doing it from 1 am - 8 am during December 20, 2012. While preparing for my 20th 20 and Christmas gift. ^^ The materials.. Getting ready.. While cutting the smiley wrapper. Working...

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Unanswered Prayers

For the past months I kept on praying for something and yet nothing happened. I felt like God wasn’t listening to me anymore. I was convincing myself for the past three months that maybe God was just so busy that’s why He wasn’t able to hear me nor to answer my prayers. I was also thinking that maybe my prayers were not just really relevant that’s why it’s not in His list at all. Yeah I know there are a lot of prayers around the world from different people; and yet here I am asking for a heart thingy problem. For some it’s really irrelevant, some may just laugh at me at all. But believe me or not, this thing means a lot to me.  Well I am a kind of person who is really contented with my life. I don’t pray for a lot of things. I just pray to Him to ask for forgiveness, for...

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Sleepless nights

So here I am. Writing and doing different crazy stuffs once again.  I think I do really need to take my medicine by now, what do you think my dear reader? I am really losing my mind.  Well I do think that; perhaps each and everyone has at least a point where in their lives, they’ve been this crazy or crazier rather; who knows? Those times where in we really want to sleep but our activeness is keeping us awake and pushing us to do crazy things.  To cut the story short, here are my pictures at this moment. My mind isn’t really functioning very well. Yeah you are right, it’s malfunctioning already. I do really need to have some rest. But oh no! We ordered some foods from McDonald’s so I can’t sleep yet. Yeah yeah I...

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Battlefield

Every day it feels like I am in a war. The battle between my heart and brain is quite somehow very confusing and depressing at the same time. It’s almost three months and I thought I’ll be pretty fine by this point of time, but I guess I was wrong. I was wrong to think and to believe that I am strong enough to overcome this pain.   Every day is a tough one for me. Every day I am fighting the urge of texting you or doing something that will be very silly. I think I am winning with this kind of fight. At least now I know that somehow I can control myself not to contact you; but I’ll admit that yeah it’s hard. It’s very hard, indeed. Yes! Perhaps I am really wrong. And I am very exhausted in this situation. I don’t think I can handle this for a longer period of time....

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Instant Flashback

I was taking a bath that time when a sudden rush filled my senses while I was thinking of something else. Yeah in other words I was in the middle of day dreaming about random things when a flashback from the history visited me. A history of you and I.  Do you still remember the first time we held hands? It was already late that time. We were waiting for a jeep that time because you are going to send me home. Then a lot of people came and rush into the jeep and that’s why we have to be fast and competent. And you held my hand so that I’ll not be carried by the people who were rushing to get into the jeep. We held hands for quite some time. Long enough for me to feel and to study your hand.  Will it ever happen again? Or it will just remain in the history of our story? May...

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I Know It’s Over – C.K. Kelly Martin

BOOK SUMMARY PURE. UNPLANNED. PERFECT. Those were Nick’s summer plans before Sasha stepped into the picture. With the collateral damage from his parents’ divorce still settling and Dani (his girl of the moment) up for nearly anything, complications are the last thing he needs. All that changes, though, when Nick runs into Sasha at the beach in July. Suddenly he’s neck-deep in a relationship and surprised to find he doesn’t mind in the least. But Nick’s world shifts again when Sasha breaks up with him. Then, weeks later, while Nick’s still reeling from the breakup, she turns up at his doorstep and tells him she’s pregnant. Nick finds himself struggling once more to understand the girl he can’t stop caring for, the girl who insists that it’s still over. (Credit: Summary from the...

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200 Pounds Beauty

Last before I go to bed. I’m done watching “200 Pounds Beauty” – Korean Movie                Cute! =) The movie was about a huge lady named Hannah Kang who used to be a backup singer for a pretty singer named Ammy. Well Ammy doesn’t really know how to sing and that’s why they need Hannah. But Hannah decided to take a plastic surgery to make her beautiful. When she’s already beautiful she came back and became a singer known as Jenny; the lead singer this time. But the truth will always find its way. So during her concert she confessed to all of the people that she’s not real, that she’s just a product of a plastic surgery. That’s the fall of Jenny and the rise...

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My Little Bride

Hello again. I’d just finished watching “My Little Bride” – Korean Movie                              Okay, so the movie is all about a fixed marriage between a man named Simon Park and a seventeen year old girl named Bea Su. They married each other to grant their grandfathers promise to each other that their children will get marry. But since their children were both man the promise was transferred to their grandchildren who happened to be Simon and Bea. This movie’s very good. It’s a romantic comedy that will make you laugh and fall in love at the same time. I was in a bad mood today but when I saw the movie, I forgot about...

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My True Friend (Thai Movie)

Done watching another Thai movie entitled “My True Friend.” I can say that I really envy the characters in the film. Honestly speaking I’ve been always wishing to have a real group of friends. I mean like more than four super close friends. I’m not saying that I don’t have real friends though. All I am saying is, I want a group and I want to be a part of a group. Though I think it will be hard to maintain a healthy relationship with them. It will be hard sometimes since you guys came from different ways. Some maybe hard headed, some may be cool or some maybe a tripper and blah blah if you know what I mean. Well, I don’t know. I am not just a group person. You know. Most of the time I want to be alone.  Well yeah, sometimes with a...

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Thai Movies on a Row =)

I’d just finished two movies. :) First, “Crazy Little Thing Called Love”                Yeah, I’d watched it before and since I was bored I watched it again. The movie was really good. You know, it happened to all of us I guess. Fell in love (whether real or just a puppy love) during our high school days. Well I guess almost everyone knows about that movie. The main lesson I learned from this movie is, there is always a chance for everyone and if it will be the two of you; it will always be the two of you. Very simple yet it’s really hard. Well I guess, we don’t have to wait. It’s all about enjoying and doing the things that we must do. And one day we’ll wake up and the thing that we wanted most yesterday is...

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Lost

 Have you ever been lost? You feel like you are all alone in a midst? Even if you cry out loud, still no one can hear you. You’ve been trying different outlet just to ease the pain yet in the end, nothing has changed. Asking yourself what else can you do? But it seems like no one can help you at all. You’re so lost; all alone by yourself.   Honestly speaking, I forgot the last time I’ve ever felt this way. I’ve been so perfectly happy these past few months in my life. I’ve even learned how to make way even closer to Him. I made that decision because I can feel Him. I was so grateful during those times. I can really feel his presence with me. So I asked Him, I asked Him to reveal His self to me even more because I want to know more about Him. I want Him in my life.  Then...

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Waiting?

"Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land, and feed on His faithfulness. Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart." - Psalm 37:3-4 If I were gonna put something in this section of my blogspot, I will put this verse first. The verse that is keeping me alive. The hope and love, everything in this verse.  Trust in the Lord -- That is the thing that we should always do.. To trust Him. He knows what is good and will be best for us.  "Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart." -- I will continue to believe in this verse. I know that someday He will give what my heart desires.  He knows what our heart desires, we just need to be still.  God Bless everyone!...

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Waiting Outside The Lines - Greyson Chance

This would be my very first blog about music. When I just accidentally heard and listened to this song. I was really like.. nothing, I was really speechless. Since I was like waiting for an answer from God, then I heard this out of nowhere. The lyrics accidentally hit me. You'll never enjoy your life, living inside the box You're so afraid of taking chances, how you gonna reach the top? Rules and regulations,force you to play it safe Get rid of all the hesitation,it's time for you to seize the day Instead of just sit around and looking down on tomorrow You gotta let your feet off the ground,the time is now I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting, I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines Waiting outside the lines Waiting outside the lines Try to have...

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Waiting outside the lines.

-        I had just finish the video message that I made for him. I hope he can read this. Maybe someday. I don’t know. But I am happy that I’d finished this. ^^ Well I don’t want to say too much this time. *Sigh. -YAM [yours always, mida] Dear you, I know it’s kinda hard for you. There are a lot of things and issues in our lives right now. You have your own issues and I do either. I know it’s hard. These things might just really happen for a reason. We are still young, and might not even really ready to go on to a more serious world outside together. You might just really need to stay inside your world for some time. You need to fix and to make things right – alone all by yourself, without me. You need to prove some things...

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