Instant Flashback

I was taking a bath that time when a sudden rush filled my senses while I was thinking of something else. Yeah in other words I was in the middle of day dreaming about random things when a flashback from the history visited me. A history of you and I.  Do you still remember the first time we held hands? It was already late that time. We were waiting for a jeep that time because you are going to send me home. Then a lot of people came and rush into the jeep and that’s why we have to be fast and competent. And you held my hand so that I’ll not be carried by the people who were rushing to get into the jeep. We held hands for quite some time. Long enough for me to feel and to study your hand.  Will it ever happen again? Or it will just remain in the history of our story? May...

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I Know It’s Over – C.K. Kelly Martin

BOOK SUMMARY PURE. UNPLANNED. PERFECT. Those were Nick’s summer plans before Sasha stepped into the picture. With the collateral damage from his parents’ divorce still settling and Dani (his girl of the moment) up for nearly anything, complications are the last thing he needs. All that changes, though, when Nick runs into Sasha at the beach in July. Suddenly he’s neck-deep in a relationship and surprised to find he doesn’t mind in the least. But Nick’s world shifts again when Sasha breaks up with him. Then, weeks later, while Nick’s still reeling from the breakup, she turns up at his doorstep and tells him she’s pregnant. Nick finds himself struggling once more to understand the girl he can’t stop caring for, the girl who insists that it’s still over. (Credit: Summary from the...

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200 Pounds Beauty

Last before I go to bed. I’m done watching “200 Pounds Beauty” – Korean Movie                Cute! =) The movie was about a huge lady named Hannah Kang who used to be a backup singer for a pretty singer named Ammy. Well Ammy doesn’t really know how to sing and that’s why they need Hannah. But Hannah decided to take a plastic surgery to make her beautiful. When she’s already beautiful she came back and became a singer known as Jenny; the lead singer this time. But the truth will always find its way. So during her concert she confessed to all of the people that she’s not real, that she’s just a product of a plastic surgery. That’s the fall of Jenny and the rise...

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My Little Bride

Hello again. I’d just finished watching “My Little Bride” – Korean Movie                              Okay, so the movie is all about a fixed marriage between a man named Simon Park and a seventeen year old girl named Bea Su. They married each other to grant their grandfathers promise to each other that their children will get marry. But since their children were both man the promise was transferred to their grandchildren who happened to be Simon and Bea. This movie’s very good. It’s a romantic comedy that will make you laugh and fall in love at the same time. I was in a bad mood today but when I saw the movie, I forgot about...

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My True Friend (Thai Movie)

Done watching another Thai movie entitled “My True Friend.” I can say that I really envy the characters in the film. Honestly speaking I’ve been always wishing to have a real group of friends. I mean like more than four super close friends. I’m not saying that I don’t have real friends though. All I am saying is, I want a group and I want to be a part of a group. Though I think it will be hard to maintain a healthy relationship with them. It will be hard sometimes since you guys came from different ways. Some maybe hard headed, some may be cool or some maybe a tripper and blah blah if you know what I mean. Well, I don’t know. I am not just a group person. You know. Most of the time I want to be alone.  Well yeah, sometimes with a...

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Thai Movies on a Row =)

I’d just finished two movies. :) First, “Crazy Little Thing Called Love”                Yeah, I’d watched it before and since I was bored I watched it again. The movie was really good. You know, it happened to all of us I guess. Fell in love (whether real or just a puppy love) during our high school days. Well I guess almost everyone knows about that movie. The main lesson I learned from this movie is, there is always a chance for everyone and if it will be the two of you; it will always be the two of you. Very simple yet it’s really hard. Well I guess, we don’t have to wait. It’s all about enjoying and doing the things that we must do. And one day we’ll wake up and the thing that we wanted most yesterday is...

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Lost

 Have you ever been lost? You feel like you are all alone in a midst? Even if you cry out loud, still no one can hear you. You’ve been trying different outlet just to ease the pain yet in the end, nothing has changed. Asking yourself what else can you do? But it seems like no one can help you at all. You’re so lost; all alone by yourself.   Honestly speaking, I forgot the last time I’ve ever felt this way. I’ve been so perfectly happy these past few months in my life. I’ve even learned how to make way even closer to Him. I made that decision because I can feel Him. I was so grateful during those times. I can really feel his presence with me. So I asked Him, I asked Him to reveal His self to me even more because I want to know more about Him. I want Him in my life.  Then...

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Waiting?

"Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land, and feed on His faithfulness. Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart." - Psalm 37:3-4 If I were gonna put something in this section of my blogspot, I will put this verse first. The verse that is keeping me alive. The hope and love, everything in this verse.  Trust in the Lord -- That is the thing that we should always do.. To trust Him. He knows what is good and will be best for us.  "Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart." -- I will continue to believe in this verse. I know that someday He will give what my heart desires.  He knows what our heart desires, we just need to be still.  God Bless everyone!...

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Waiting Outside The Lines - Greyson Chance

This would be my very first blog about music. When I just accidentally heard and listened to this song. I was really like.. nothing, I was really speechless. Since I was like waiting for an answer from God, then I heard this out of nowhere. The lyrics accidentally hit me. You'll never enjoy your life, living inside the box You're so afraid of taking chances, how you gonna reach the top? Rules and regulations,force you to play it safe Get rid of all the hesitation,it's time for you to seize the day Instead of just sit around and looking down on tomorrow You gotta let your feet off the ground,the time is now I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting, I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines Waiting outside the lines Waiting outside the lines Try to have...

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Waiting outside the lines.

-        I had just finish the video message that I made for him. I hope he can read this. Maybe someday. I don’t know. But I am happy that I’d finished this. ^^ Well I don’t want to say too much this time. *Sigh. -YAM [yours always, mida] Dear you, I know it’s kinda hard for you. There are a lot of things and issues in our lives right now. You have your own issues and I do either. I know it’s hard. These things might just really happen for a reason. We are still young, and might not even really ready to go on to a more serious world outside together. You might just really need to stay inside your world for some time. You need to fix and to make things right – alone all by yourself, without me. You need to prove some things...

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As time goes by...

I really don’t know where to start. I don’t know if it’s okay to write about my personal feelings here. I mean I really don’t know. But for whatever reason, I would really like to write it here. Maybe someday I will read this thing again. Maybe by that time I am already healed. I am still hurt. Yes I am. I am not afraid neither ashamed to admit that I am still in pain. I would really say that my heart isn’t broken though. Funny uh? I am in pain and I am writing all of these rants here then here I am claiming that I am not broken. Would you believe in me? But really, I am telling the truth. I can’t feel that  my heart was broken. Why? Because I know that my heart is still there, it still loves him. And I know that it will continue to love him. Recently I’d watched two movies;...

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Blogger. Here I come.

Oh hi! :D Sorry I’m just really in the mood for blogging some new stuff since I’d just finished my new blog space where I can write all my rants and blah~sh in my life. I think I am in love in this cute pink and black space here. Though it’s kinda hard for me to finish this since it’s been ages since the last time I designed and edited my blogger site. Well thanks though for the makers of the said design, I’d just added and changed few things about the design. I hope they don’t mind, well I left their credits below. :p I really think their design’s really good, but I just wanted to make it more personalized. Well yes, pink and black are the two colors that really describe me. I don’t know. Maybe because pink is such a sweet color and I think I have that sweet side even just a little :p and...

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Break~~ ^^V

Yey! Finally I transferred all my novel blogs from my Tumblr account to my Blogspot account. And I am quite surprised that in a short span of time, I’d already finished like ten books. I think I started mid September this year. Just two months. Oh. Not bad right? ^^ Well I am really starting to like it. I mean, it’s like a new world for me. A world separated from the stressful one. I am really finding my peace inside the book, with the characters with me. So yeah! I think I will continue doing this hobby of mine. Anyway, I think I will slow down a bit. Because last two Sundays ago, according to the preaching of the pastor – we should remove all the encumbrances and sins, so we can be closer to God. So I will do that thing too. I am not saying that reading books are sins, though....

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The Choice by Nicholas Sparks

I’d just finished reading another novel by Nicholas Sparks. Well I can tell that he’s a really good writer. The story is very different. Every time I read his works, I can really feel it. And I can tell that God is also with me. In his works, he never failed to show how great our God is.So about the novel, it’s a great story between Travis and Gabby who happened to be neighbors. Gabby has a long term boyfriend – Kevin. But then when she met Travis, she fell in love with him – same as Travis to her. So Gabby made a choice between Kevin and Travis, she chose Travis. They got married and bear two daughters. Eleven years after, they had a car accident that caused Gabby in a comma. Three months after the accident, Travis has to make his decision whether to keep Gabby in a nursing home or just...

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A Good Boy Is Hard to Find by Suzanne Young

So again here I am. ^^ I’d finished another book in two days. This thing is sort of a late blog, well I’m such a little busy bee for these past few days. “A Good Boy Is Hard to Find” by Suzanne Young—— oh wee. So the novel is so much like a girly thing. And I like it (obviously I am a girl.) So the story was good. I mean, cheer leaders doing those spying things at the same time let’s admit it its kinda hot thing to do. Okay, let’s have a short run about the novel. It’s about cheer leaders which are the Smitten Kittens (Tessa the captain, Leona, Izzie, Kira, and Chloe the newest essential member that has something to do with the SOS) who are also having this underground organization called SOS. They were like your spy that you can count on whenever you have this intuition about your boyfriend...

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Taking Chances by Molly McAdams

Taking Chances by Molly McAdams Okay, so where am I going to start with this? The novel was so damn good!! I swear!! It was amazing. It’s quite long compared to the previous books I’d read before, but I was surprised to finished the said book in two days. Ah, actually two nights to be exact. Oh my, it was really a page turner. I can’t stop but to continue reading. That’s also the reason why I slept before the dawn two consecutive nights. So do I love this novel?The story was about an eighteen year old girl named Harper. She grew with her marine father who was very strict. Like real strict, she was only allowed to call her father “Sir.” She grew up with a bunch of marines in Sir’s unit. She never had a long conversation with her father that lasts for more than ten seconds. So when she decided...

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Stealing Parker by Miranda Kenneally

I had just finished reading another teenage novel. ( Okay, I’m kinda enjoying teenage novel lately. ) Aright, so.. what can I say? Um. Honestly, at first I wasn’t really enjoying reading Stealing Parker. But then on the latter part, and I finally enjoyed this when I reached the part with the “ohh-lala” factor.So yeah? Stealing Parker is just about a girl who really loves to play softball, until her mother left them and go with a butch, and all started with that thing. How her life was changed with that scenario. How Laura — her so called best friend left and spread all those rumors about her. How the people in their church judged them. How she quitted her softball team. How she hooked up with different guys just to show people that she’s far different from her mother, and just to prove that...

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He’s So Not Worth It~~

Done reading “He’s So Not Worth It” by Kieran Scott. ^^ Well okay.. What can I say? It’s a novel for me I think. I mean for my age. For teenagers. Blah~ Even though I can’t barely see myself in the shoe of Ally Ryan, but you know… as a teen, we all (almost I think) experience something that really made as very sad, disappointed, hurt, mad, and so on and forth. Well yes, probably all of us seen ourselves in that situation right? Wherein we think, nobody cares about us. That everything was just so fucked up. Sometimes, I think life isn’t fair.. Like nothing is right. You know~ problem to deal with our parents, friends, boyfriend/girlfriend, teachers, and everyone else. Like, we don’t have anyone to vent on. We’re all alone. No one can even understand us. Perhaps that is how life teaches us...

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Bared To You vs Fifty Shades Triology

I’d just finished reading Beard to You by Sylvia Day. Pardon me for always reading some so called “erotic novel” O:) Well, I just read it for some kind of comparison. You know, I love Fifty Shades Triology a lot. Then, I heard about this novel — which is nearly similar as Fifty Shades. So I was quite interested and curious-ed at the same time — ohh~~ curiosity as always. Haha! So I’d finally decided to read the said novel. Well, at first I don’t want Bared To You, I think because I was still high and nuts about Fifty Shades. But since I really wanted to compare and to see the difference by myself between the two, I read the said novel. It was good though. Gideon was just like Christian — wealthy and so authoritative. Eva was not same as Ana though, yet I still appreciate the both women....

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A Walk to Remember

I had just finished reading Nicholas Sparks’ novel — A Walk to Remember. I can’t help but cry. Everything’s so wonderful. I can see myself in Jamie’s shoes. A dream of being married someday. Well yes, maybe it’s every woman’s dream right? I don’t know, um.. Yes, I’ve watched this movie long time ago. I was still a grade school student during that time. I remember that, by that time I already appreciated the movie itself. But when I read the novel, it’s like a new thing for me. Even though that I already know that in the end — Jamie will die and it will be Landon left behind. When I finally reached the half of the book, I never stopped reading it. I can feel it. One thing more, to be honest…. The thing that I liked most about the novel is the author’s way of putting God at the center of it....

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My Fifty Shades Experience~

Oh, it’s been so long since the last time I’ve posted some random blogs of mine. Well I guess, it only shows how busy I was this past few days. Well okay, I will just go straight to the point. The reason why I bring my ass up again here in my tumblr account and why I am putting these words together again, umm.. Well I just want to write something about my latest addiction.. ^^ “Fifty Shades Triology”Well I don’t know.. Haha! Okay okay, um.. Well I really don’t like reading books before because I easily get bore. Then suddenly my friend told me to read this book.. “Fifty Shades of Grey” then I tried to read it, and when I started reading it.. It seems like, I don’t even want to stop. And that’s the beginning of my story. :)I finished the first book in a short period of time.. Then I was so...

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